cindyummm   | Jan 11, 2009 7:37 PMall i do everyday is sleep. watch tv. WAIT for the day to end so a new one can begin and MAYBE just MAYBE things will get better. it never does. ive just been sleeping my days through. i dont even go out. i have no one to go out with. and i cant even stay out late. my grades are going down. i have no more motivation. i have nothing to keep me going. i dont even know why i'm still breathing. i sound so fucking emo right now, and that isnt even me. but i'm at rock bottom, and i dont know what the fuck to do anymore. i'm so FUCKING LOST. I NEED HELP. |
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| cindyummm | Jan 11, 2009 7:33 PMi feel like crying. i feel sad. depressed? hopeless. dead. i feel ugh. i dont even smile like i'm happy anymore, and when i do, the happiness lasts for a second or so, before i think about how fucked up everything in my life is. after my ex fucked me over, and left me in the dumps, i found ****. someone i put all my trust in, cause he told me i could. he was a great guy, until he met me. it was the first time he let a girl know he wanted to give up, but why me?! fuck kevin, i know this doesnt seem like much to you, but thats cause you havent been through it. i want to be happy again. i want to find that happiness. i feel so pathetic, i have nothing to live for anymore. you're like ALWAYS happy. you have your friends and your family. you have everything you need to be happy, i feel like i have nothing. |
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Sunday, January 11, 2009
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hey, that's cool. :D
ReplyDeleteremember, i got ears too!
I have ears like kevin, too!
ReplyDeleteI love you wifeeeey, always. No matter what.